IHTFP

I really hate this fucking place!!!!

I feel kind of hopeless right now. Classes are getting hard, and once again, I am questioning my intelligence. I feel so stupid. Why can't my brain function better, more efficiently, and faster? Why am I not as acute now as I was back in high school?! How did I even get into this school? And I hate being pre-med.

And these days, I am so busy, I feel like I can hardly breathe. I have to be at a million different places at once, and right now I'm feeling defeated. I don't know how to clear my mind, take a deep breath, and move on because there is no time for that at this school! ugh. I need to find some help, but I don't even know where to start.

Sorry for the depressing/angry entry. I just needed to vent somewhere.

-smyoon