Postscript

(from the last post)

Found out I didn't get the internship. The nice lady then proceeded to say "hope you have a great night!" haha...thanks! (Note: I actually did have a pretty sweet night) Can't say I was too surprised though. Certainly disappointed, but I probably wouldn't have given me a job if I were the interviewer. :P

As much as I loved NY, I don't know if that would have been the best place for me. There might be too much fun, excitement, glamor. And I don't know if I am at a point where I am spiritually disciplined enough to continue seeking after J without a supportive community, especially when there are so many other fun things to do (and if I have the money to do them)! Them = going to Broadway shows, eating out, shopping, etc. Get your mind off the gutter. In that sense, I probably would prefer Boston. Feel like Boston has a smaller city feel to it and I also would have the luxury of being *coughjudgedcough* by DK, who could then hold me accountability and introduce me to community. We'll see though. J is a mysterious one and I can only imagine where I'll be led this summer. (Imagining Bain right now. semi-jk)

Just figured I'd post this update so I won't have to explain when I talk to ya'll next. Since I know you are all desperately waiting to hear about my life. Sorry you're going to have to call off the celebratory night you had planned--hopefully the violinists and trumpeters are accomodating; the red carpet is refundable; and the beautiful bikini-clad women can go entertain AB instead. But no emoness here. I have my Snoopy next to me and a leisure book waiting to be read. Life is good. Not great, but good.